I’ve been thinking a lot lately about whether I should go back to work after resigning from my job.
I feel like I’ve missed out on so much having to work to make money and pay off a mortgage.
I’m not superwoman.
I watch my older sister juggle a full-time job, a unit and two small children. I think to myself, what on earth is going on??
Kids are growing up with anxiety, ADSD, Aspergers and mental illness because their mother is not at home with them.
Instead, we throw our kids in secular daycare and let strangers raise our kids. What on earth is going on??
When I got married, I had a baby not long after. I now regret not spending every waking moment at home with my daughter as a Proverbs 31 Woman should.
I’m 45 years old. I have to ask myself, do I really want to go back to a secular job where a man who is not my husband gets to order me around? The answer to that is a FLAT NO!
What are we doing?
Families are divided, kids are getting sick with allergies. Why? Because we are not living to Biblical standards. (You can’t blame everything on Satan.)
I’m done. I’m done with killing myself to earn money in a job that I hate.
The Holy Spirit has been witnessing to me. He said no more. He’s done seeing me in pain trying to live in a secular world that doesn’t honour Him or His son.
Where to from here?
I’ve now started a Ministry that I’m passionate about. I lost my passion for working. The secular world took away my passion.
I need to TRUST God that He will provide for me. He’s my spiritual husband.
Colossians 3:19 Husbands, love your wives, and do not be harsh with them.